The Fault In Our Stars

Warning, there will be spoilers in this post, read at your own risk. 

I knew how the story ends, based on the spoilers people posted n social medias but I wanted to read and drowned deeper into John Green's writing, and here's how I reacted when I finished reading the book.

1. I cried, and it felt so good, finally all my mixed emotion rushed and I feel so much better after letting it all out, plus, I knew how exactly Hazel Grace was feeling in that particular time.

"I called Isaac, who cursed life and the universe and God Himself and who said where are the goddamned trophies to break when you need them,and then I realized there was no one else to call,which was the saddest thing.The only person I really wanted to talk to about Augustus Waters's death was Augustus  Waters"

Hazel Grace, TFIOS, page 262

"It was unbearable, the whole thing"

"My name is Hazel. Augustus Waters was the great star-crossed love of my life. Ours was an epic love story,and I won't be able to get more  than a sentence into it without disappearing into a puddle of tears. Gus knew, Gus knows. I will not tell you our love story, because-like all real love stories, it will die with us, as it should.I'd hoped that he'd be eulogizing me, because there's no one I'd rather have... " 

Hazel Grace, TFIOS, page 260

2. I love how Gus called Hazel her first and middle name, everytime whenever he answers her calls

"Hi, " I said

"Hazel Grace, " he said.

"Hi, " I said again.

"Are you crying, Hazel Grace?"

"Kind of?"

TFIOS,  page 121

"That's the thing about pain," Augustus said, and then glanced back at me. "It demands to be felt.

"I'm a grenade," I said again. "I just want to stay away from people and read books and think"

I can't wait for the movie to be released in Malaysia, very soon. Although reading the book gave me so much pleasure rather than watching the movie, but still, I want to see how Hazel Grace and Augustus Waters on screen. 

It's time to wipe all the spider webs.

 Been abandoning this blog for a long time. Sometime I really want to write something, a thought, motivational, books I recently read, updates, inspirational stories, photography but I can't cope with my so-called-new-life now. I'm utterly uninspired to spend more time with Jericho, and I'm feeling bad for myself for not being the person I've used to. So full of ideas on what to write and spill in this blog of mine. Gomenasai, minna-san.

1.Life been so much better, I'm trying to be more positive in life, being surrounded by different types of people with their own traits is my new challenge in life. I desperately trying to impress every single one of them but I fail to realize that I can't please everyone. 

2. Got 2 new books from Chris, she bought Wedding Night by Sophie Kinsella and The Time Keeper by Mitch Albom from India because the books are cheaper there compared in Malaysia. Finished reading both of the book, and maybe I write about the books later in separate blog post :) The Time Keeper is my favourite

3. Went to a family photoshoot at Everbest Photo, we've discussed about this before, long time ago when late dad is still alive but we couldn't find the perfect time for all of us to gather. Now, we had the chance even though big bro, one of my bro in law and late dad was not there. 

4. Went for a getaaway at Kuching, got the chance to meet Jaeverny and Ivy, spent a few days at Jae's home and went to Serian as well. Awesome 5 days vacation, thank you to Jae and Ivy for the hospitality <3

5. Attended engagements and wedding, I must say this year is the year of weddings and engagements. 

6. Falling in love

7. Priceless experiences during work.

8. Watched some nice movies, Despicable Me 2 and The Conjuring

9. Splurging money on dresses <3

10. Went to the Youth Conference at KDCA :)

I guess the list has sum up all my recent updates in my life so far :P 

Daddy's princesses.

A great listener heals the wounded soul.

Received the books from rejectbookshop(Instagram) today.Bought two books from there, only cost me RM8 each, and RM8 for shipping, total =RM24. Mostly they sell malay novels, but you can get decent English books from them as well :) Search for rejectbookshop on Instagram for more details :)

Had a great time with Gett today, we talked about everything and we didn't realised the clock was ticking so fast.  Thank you for lending your ears to listen some rants and stories that were piled up since the last time we hang out together. Welcome to a new semester, all the best Gett! :D

Books are a uniquely portable magic. (Stephen King, On Writing)

Finished with 5 papers so far. Screwed Pharmaceutics V paper, I don't know what to answer since the questions was unexpectedly hard. Nevermind, every cloud has a silver lining. 3 more to go.

So today I went to the office and checked  whether I have any parcel and yes, my order from

 Debook Room has arrived safely. Been waiting for the perfect time to buy this book . I bought this book for RM 26 + RM 6 for postage. I've checked the latest price on MPHonline, and the price is more-less the same, RM 33.90 but nothing beat the satisfaction of sonline shopping where everything made easy with a single click. You just wait and there you have it, no hassles of going out. tehee.

I do love exploring and window shopping in malls, but somehow I want something easy and because lack of time, I spent most of my time with online shopping. Thanks to the advance of technology, but it could be addictive where you can splurge without realizing. Be careful, shop-freaks :p

I can't start reading it yet since I'm still busy preparing for the last 3 subjects. No worry, by the time I finished my last paper on Wednesday, I will spend time reading and movie-marathon. Can't wait :3

 Happy Friday people, here comes tomorrow, which means,  WEEKEND!