#HopeCentered

God, I put my trust in You. You know the path of my life especially on where I will be posted, guide me because I know for sure where you guide, you will provide :)

Faith.

Church is not the house of saints.

I often heard people said that not all people who went to church is good, probably they are just the as bad as others who didn't go tho church. Who said about the requirement to go to church is someone who is good and never do any sin? He said in Romans 3:23, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. No one should ever judge about someone's choices about going to church because it is their action driven by their faith, not a symbol of how 'saint' they are. 

Matthew 26: 41, Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak. The only action we have to do is constantly praying, and whenever we fall into temptation, we seek for God's forgiveness. 

'I've prayed for so long, but nothing happened.'

'Why the non-believers were showered with  wealth and good life while me who prayed and went to church were always the same?'

Some whines I heard and often they take all the blame to God. They claimed that God didn't hear their wails and prayers. 

This illustration changes my view about how God always be there for us. We often blamed God for not listening to our prayers and not granting every wish we have. The truth is, He always there for us. Where God guides, He provides. God always leads us to where we need to be, not to where we want to be. 

Sung Ha Jung Live in Sabah | 02012015

This is one of my most memorable moment in 2015, such a great starting of the year. I went to Sung Ha's concert on 2012 at Starcity (Asia City), and at that time I bought only the Silver ticket, which costs me RM98 and I was seated far behind the stage.During that moment, I was perfectly satisfied, even though I can't see very clearly but as long that I can listen to his music, I'm beyond happy. I didn't get the chance to get an autograph or photo session since it only applicable for those holding a gold ticket. On December 2014, when I was scrolling down my facebook feed, I saw a post about Sungha's second concert at Kota Kinabalu and I told to myself I really need to go since I'm enjoying my short break after finishing my diploma. I checked the ticket price, quickly decided which ticket I want to buy, even though I was reluctant at first to buy the VIP tix which cost me RM 238.I wanted to buy the Gold ticket, but then only VIP tix holder can participate a 'meet and greet' session with him. It costs me my last allowance but it was worth every penny :p

It's time to wipe all the spider webs.

 Been abandoning this blog for a long time. Sometime I really want to write something, a thought, motivational, books I recently read, updates, inspirational stories, photography but I can't cope with my so-called-new-life now. I'm utterly uninspired to spend more time with Jericho, and I'm feeling bad for myself for not being the person I've used to. So full of ideas on what to write and spill in this blog of mine. Gomenasai, minna-san.

1.Life been so much better, I'm trying to be more positive in life, being surrounded by different types of people with their own traits is my new challenge in life. I desperately trying to impress every single one of them but I fail to realize that I can't please everyone. 

2. Got 2 new books from Chris, she bought Wedding Night by Sophie Kinsella and The Time Keeper by Mitch Albom from India because the books are cheaper there compared in Malaysia. Finished reading both of the book, and maybe I write about the books later in separate blog post :) The Time Keeper is my favourite

3. Went to a family photoshoot at Everbest Photo, we've discussed about this before, long time ago when late dad is still alive but we couldn't find the perfect time for all of us to gather. Now, we had the chance even though big bro, one of my bro in law and late dad was not there. 

4. Went for a getaaway at Kuching, got the chance to meet Jaeverny and Ivy, spent a few days at Jae's home and went to Serian as well. Awesome 5 days vacation, thank you to Jae and Ivy for the hospitality <3

5. Attended engagements and wedding, I must say this year is the year of weddings and engagements. 

6. Falling in love

7. Priceless experiences during work.

8. Watched some nice movies, Despicable Me 2 and The Conjuring

9. Splurging money on dresses <3

10. Went to the Youth Conference at KDCA :)

I guess the list has sum up all my recent updates in my life so far :P 

Daddy's princesses.

Six degrees of separation

Listened to this song when I was doing chores. My playlist of song became so mundane lately, since I rarely watch tv/mtv at hostel. I only have the chance to get updated with eargasm song when I'm at home.

Some people said, a girl's favourite songs is a message that she can't express it verbally by herself. I have difficulties in finding the right words to express my feelings, so here I am, listening to greats songs and writing. 

There's no starting over, without finding closure.

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This song is well-explained. 

Why do dogs leave Earth first?

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I've always wanted a dog as a pet, but since my mum is not one of pet lovers, so situation became harder for me. I do have one dog now, a very loyal dog I must admit. I want a dog that I can bring it at home, sitting on the couch with me, playing frisbee together, etc. Like in the movies, Marley and Me and Hachiko. Those movies were great. Found this on Tumblr. 

People are born so that they can learn how to live a good life, like loving everybody all the time and being nice.

Dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long.

Books are a uniquely portable magic. (Stephen King, On Writing)

Finished with 5 papers so far. Screwed Pharmaceutics V paper, I don't know what to answer since the questions was unexpectedly hard. Nevermind, every cloud has a silver lining. 3 more to go.

So today I went to the office and checked  whether I have any parcel and yes, my order from

 Debook Room has arrived safely. Been waiting for the perfect time to buy this book . I bought this book for RM 26 + RM 6 for postage. I've checked the latest price on MPHonline, and the price is more-less the same, RM 33.90 but nothing beat the satisfaction of sonline shopping where everything made easy with a single click. You just wait and there you have it, no hassles of going out. tehee.

I do love exploring and window shopping in malls, but somehow I want something easy and because lack of time, I spent most of my time with online shopping. Thanks to the advance of technology, but it could be addictive where you can splurge without realizing. Be careful, shop-freaks :p

I can't start reading it yet since I'm still busy preparing for the last 3 subjects. No worry, by the time I finished my last paper on Wednesday, I will spend time reading and movie-marathon. Can't wait :3

 Happy Friday people, here comes tomorrow, which means,  WEEKEND!

Falling Slowly.

                                                                                                                                                                       

I didn't realised that I have a few episode of We Got Married, Yonghwa and Seohyun in my pendrive. I like Yonghwa because he is not like other kpop artists, who sing and dance, wearing bright and overly bold colours with peculiar hairstyles.Haha KPOP lovers, don't get mad, I like some of them too, but sometimes I think they might be a fashion victim *just saying. I started watching WGM because of Yonghwa :3
There was a song the sang together, which was Falling Slowly. I thought this song is one of Chester See's original because I watched his video singing the same song and I never knew that this song is from the movie 'ONCE' I'm so outdated. I love how the did the impromptu performance, Seohyun is just so innocent and talented in playing a piano. I heard how she sang for the song, and I'm amazed because she really can sing :) Thank you Seohyun, for showing me that KPOP stars can sing very well, apart from the lip-singing during performance and autotune. *bows* I think I'm gonna make the kpop lovers mad at me because of this post.I'm sorry I didn't mean to :( Let me just be honest here.

“I don’t know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can’t react”

The lyric. It's amazing.

Share the love.

Sharing is caring. I'm posting my photos that I took quite long time ago. Going deeper into photography makes me feel happy to share the love by sharing what captures my eyes the most. The most happiest moment is, when people appreciate the photos that I took. I believe you must have the passion to really dig into photography and surely, willingness to learn ;) Talent comes second for me as people born with different  skills and talent. Some may born to be creative while the others work hard to learn. If you are not the former, be the latter :)

Philippians 4:13 (NIV)

Hello September :3 

I'm having my mid-semester exam on 4th September and now everything is a mess. No proper preparation because I'm having *honeymoon* at home during holidays. *sigh

I'm a little bit stressed but I'm not going to let myself give up. I CAN DO THIS! 

Made a video, some random video about my progress here. I can't believe I'm in the middle of semester two, and soon, semester 3, 1 year practical, last semester, then graduating, and working. Wauwauwau *jauh sy befikir. Some inspiration for me to get through all this ;)

Philippians 4:13 (NIV)

I can do everything through Him who gives me strength.Amen